butterbuns: (¤House¤ No)
Sometimes we get second chances,
and sometimes we never make it past the first,
it really makes you wonder why some things happen when they do,
it really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you

-Michelle Branch

I feel there's some sort of irony in this, me writing an introduction for a second chance at [livejournal.com profile] therealljidol.

I'm not big on second chances. I don't like to give them to people. Not because I don't think people have the ability to change, but because I think a lot of people just don't want to. I've been burned by people over and over, and I keep giving them chances. I don't know that I'll ever learn. But I have a hard time letting go of things. And not always for the best.

That's why I'm taking another run at this. I do want to change. And so much in my life has changed since this season of Idol originally started. My life was a complete mess then, and now I find myself living back with my parents, with a decent job (that I sort of hate, but hey it's a job), and actually dealing with some of my issues.

It's a lot of big changes in a really short amount of time, and at least now I sort of know who I am.

And hopefully this time I'll have time to actually write more than just an intro entry.

Also as an aside, Second Chances is one of my favorite episodes of my once upon a time favorite show, Crossing Jordan. So I am LOLing a little bit XD

Date: 2011-01-04 02:00 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] black-aspect.livejournal.com
I hope you find time. (Mine is always in the last place I check.) Good luck!

Date: 2011-01-04 02:15 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] onda-bianca.livejournal.com
I'm glad things are looking up for you...:)

Date: 2011-01-04 03:22 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] myrna-bird.livejournal.com
Looking forward to reading more. Welcome.

Date: 2011-01-04 10:44 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] xo-kizzy-xo.livejournal.com
Welcome back!

Date: 2011-01-05 12:38 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] similiesslip.livejournal.com
I wish I knew who I was. Good for you!

Good luck with the job. I hope it gets better!

Date: 2011-01-05 08:39 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] orison-well.livejournal.com
I love Michelle Branch (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQQZSL_tVsE&feature=channel).

Date: 2011-01-05 01:26 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] pricelessone.livejournal.com
Best of luck to you!

Date: 2011-01-06 02:59 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] sonarvampress.livejournal.com
I always hate to hear that people don't like their jobs. You should never stop looking for a job you love. Hopefully this one is just to get by until you find one you love.

Date: 2011-01-07 06:33 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] butterbuns.livejournal.com
Haha, yeah, I basically ended up with this job because of moving back home and my mom's the manager there, and they were like "Whatever, work there, you need money to GTFO." So...looking for something else, although it's kind of hard since I live halfway to bumfuck nowhere, and don't drive. Sigh.

Date: 2011-01-06 05:23 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] sweeny-todd.livejournal.com
good luck! sometimes big changes are easier to deal with than little ones :-)

Date: 2011-01-06 05:00 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] so-small.livejournal.com
Welcome back!!

I am glad things have changed and are looking up for you :)

Date: 2011-01-07 04:03 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] basric.livejournal.com
I hope you can make the time. I look forward to reading your entries.

Date: 2011-01-07 06:01 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] spydielives.livejournal.com
AWESOME episode of an AWESOME show.

'nuff said.

Date: 2011-01-07 06:32 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] butterbuns.livejournal.com
Season 2 needs to come the hell out on DVD, like...yesterday. I want my G/R fluff, dammit.

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